He gave me, ah, I forget what the dosage was, probably a hundred milligrams which is a good initial dose, and asked me if I wanted his company, and I said no, I’d like to wander around and find out.
What I was, and it becaming compassion for myself, instead of being continually aware of the things I failed and the things I was not good at. I realize that I was a treasure, and I was up there, I felt as if I was held in the hands of God, with infinite love.