Even with MDMA, this is hard work. And so he realized that there was a new way to honor their memory, which was to live as fully as possible. He also realized that he was telling himself a story that he was taking opiates for pain. But actually, he realized, he was taking them for escape. So he decided he didn’t need the opiates anymore, he didnt need the MDMA anymore, and he was dropping out of the study.
Ryanosaurus & Apex – Safe Space
