Do you ever think that you’re thinking too much? Aand then you start overthinking about the fact that you’re overthinking. and then you become painfully self aware of your own awareness of self. So you dive into a fractal of being aware of the self that’s aware of itself. And then you start to like, like, a little bit. And then you’re like, nothing matters. And then you get really, like, sad and depressed because nothing matters at all. and that feeling of like, oh, but then you’re like, oh, nothing matters. And you actually feel really free and happy because nothing matters. So the same thought that made you feel really sad also made you feel kind of like, b, b, b, b, b. And you realize that, oh, it’s not the thought that is the problem. It’s the way I think about the thought. Like, my perception of the thought is what’s actually driving the emotion around the thought. And then you’re like, wait, (did I eat an edible?)
Synthetik Chaos – Totally Lost Your Mind (Yohanan rmx)
