As a psychologist, I have to tell you that the understanding you think you have gained just doesn’t fit in with the facts. Here are the facts, you’ve been on a number of trips, you’re having even more problems with your school, your parents and even your friends. Perhaps what you think or feel on a trip, just doesn’t fit in with the straight world which you must return to, and must learn to live in.
But you get the wildest highs on acid.
As far as understanding yourself is concerned, the only real understanding you could gain, would come from having a bummer, and analyzing it, which would mean that you’d have to want to try to have bummers and then attempt to understand them, the way that psychologists analyze dreams.
Well it could be a great experience and a great adventure.
But the only way, I think, the only time I think I’ve been able to understand myself, was on an acid trip.
But everyone says when you drop some acid, the whole world becomes clear to you.